In loving memory of my brother Brian D. Tebay, Jr., March 28, 1989 - October 27, 2005.

Day by day I think of you,

How can all of this be true?

I can't believe you're really gone,

I still can't accept it,

Even after so long.

Just the thought of you makes me cry,

I never even got the chance to say goodbye.

Every picture, every letter,

I don't know if it will ever get better.

I always smell your familiar scent,

It makes me think of all the times we've spent,

I know we didn't always get along,

And every time we talked, it would always go wrong.

So many things I never got to say,

I never imagined you'd ever be so far away.

You were my brother,

And I loved you like no other.

In my heart you'll always be,

You'll be my guide and help me see.

I'll never forget your soothing voice,

I would take your place if I had a choice.

But now I have to let you rest,

Although without you my world's a mess.

I miss you with all of my heart,

I wish we never had to part,

I know you're always by my side,

Because I know deep inside my heart

A brother is forever. I love you and miss you so much Baby Brian.