To my wonderful husband Gary Frank Binder

Today being 9 years of loneliness

I have had no problem writing the past 8 years these special thoughts, memories and messages to you.

For some reason this year has been the hardest year of all.

Is it because I have said everything that I wanted to say, I don’t think so.

It is because the hurt is slowly fading. Again,

I don’t think so.

Is it because I never in my wildest dreams imagined I would be here this long without you, that is a pretty good guess.

Never would I have thought the world could go on without you but it really has.

I cannot imagine how you would have felt about all the sadness in our world today.

You would be so proud of all the strength that has grown from so many problems.

If you are watching and I am pretty sure you are we sure could use some help.

My heart aches and the loneliness grows but I know I will see you again.

Please smile on us once in awhile

We sure could use your sense of humor right now.

I Love You

43 years your wife