My Dear Big Little Brother Brian,

Three years, still tears. I see your pictures touch your face. Feels as though I fell from grace. I know there's nothing that will ever fill the empty space. I wish I could actually touch your face, feel some comfort, release my pain.

You will always be my beloved brother even though your gone. I know so much went wrong. To the Lord, my God, I wish you could have changed the one to blame. He should have been there, things would have changed. I hope he feels so much shame.

I wish there was something I could have done, you can never change the things to come. You were always such an unselfish, kind and giving person. I wish there were more people like you on earth. Can we all please say Git-R-Done!

Brian, we will love you till the end of time.